STOP IT! OK!  JUST STOP! There, I said it. I mean it too. Stop with the jokes and the ridicule. Stop ragging on my relationship. Do not make a joke about my boyfriend everytime a joke can be made. Stop being a bitch. Stop trying to make it seem like your relationship is better than mine. Stop saying things to me because i choose to have my relationship different than yours. Stop trying to make it seem like my boyfriend is as obssesive as yours. STOP.

Have you ever once stopped to think how that may make me feel? Have you ever noticed the look on my face after i fake a laugh at the joke you just made about him? Why do you constantly rag on him? Why is it so important for you to belittle my relationship?

I did not mind the jokes at first. They were scarce and i would make them back. But now? Now it seems like that is all you do.

He is going to a party your boyfriend is throwing tomorrow; I will not be there. Are you guys going to rag on him because I am not there? Probably. Am I going to get ragged on for not being there? Most likely. Do you want to know why I am not going? Aside from doing a family member a favor? You. You are the reaason. You, your boyfriend and your dumbass jokes.

I do not care. I do not care how long I have known you. I do not care how close we are. I cannot take it anymore. Eveytime you make a joke I feel like I am going to explode. I fear one day I might.

It would be really stupid to ruin our friendship over this but you just might push me that far. So do me a favor ok? STOP.

 

(Now if i could only say this to your face...)

Its not realy a toy its a book. Its called the Elephant Tree and it has alwys been my favorite. When my sister was about 2 (shes 8 years younger than me) she tore all of the pages out of it. I was really upset and my mom searched everywhere and got me a new one and i still have it today.

   

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Memory
in loving memory of Caiti Brown

Courage
is what set you free
Love
keeps you here with me
Rememberance
keeps the moments clear
And the heart
keeps all those moments dear

All of your suffering
has finally ended
All of our hearts
will soon be mended
But your memory
we will never loose
There is a place in out hearts
for you we choose

Forever
I will keep you in my heart
Soon
the mending of our hearts will start
Always
I will think of you
And Constantly
remember the inspiration you could do

For courage
is what set you free